Thursday, August 18, 2005 sighhhsigh. sigh. sigh. feeling super tired. life is boring and i think college life is really taking a toil on me. how i wish to be a child again. energetic, innocent and always having fun. :) haix. i really should wake up now and stop daydreaming. time is slipping away. and there are so many tests coming up. i wonder if i can even study finish for them. or do i even want to study for them? haix. last time studying was different. it seemed so much easier. tired. and sick of life. there's really nothing much to look forward to. i shall organise something to make myself feel less tired n happier. :) i want a meaningful life. i want to pursue knowledge for the sake of passion. i want to help because i care. i shall motivate myself! jiayou! jiayou! i can do it. and i will do it. !!! the kiss of kelly at 9:30 PM .