Thursday, March 30, 2006
ahaha. i like enrichment week. all the activities i signed up for is due to interest. :) went for aeromedical and sat in one of the simulator rides. guess it's quite exciting and it is a once in a lifetime experience. and now i think pilots do deserve their high pay. not everyone can overcome the giddiness and nauseous feeling. lol. the compulsory arts programme was enjoyable and so humourous. i like the malay woman who acted so well. and i think her singing quite nice. :))) importance of being kaypoh. ahaha. went for the university talks too. think i'm either going to NUS or SMU. wonder when i will know what i really want to do in my future. i shall give my future some serious thoughts soon.but there's this feeling of apprehension in me, i'm scared of making the wrong decision and having to live with it. that'll just be disastrous. on a happier note, went for nail art today. shall a totally bimbotic course. i think i learned nail destruction rather than art. i can't paint properly on paper what's more on nails. lol. so ugly. went for this talk making sense of money, quite informative. i shall retire with lots of money. LOL. i want to go travel around the world while i can still walk on my own and taste all the different kinds of food in this world. if i'm able to do that, i think i have not lived in vain. afterall food is a very important thing to me. LOL. i'm so greedy. oh one more thing, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i have to like give a talk to i-don't-know-how-many-people about HELP scheme. but what's there to talk about. i think it's all about experiencing it yourself. so what if others tell you it's a great sense of satisfaction and blah blah, you have to do it yourself to be able to feel that way. well, i shall just think of something to say. hope i don't embarrass myself with my lousy english and poor pronounciation. :( i hate public speaking. i have never been good at it. there's a lot of work piling up on my desktop and all those books that i took out to try to study for common tests BUT i did not have enough time to go through them. ahaha. common tests were quite disastrous. i shall not think about it. it will spoil my mood.
i just finished watching two drama serials with hu ge the actor in them. he's so cute. lol. anyway i don't like the ending of the two shows. it's not as happy as what i want the ending to be.the endings left me feeling depressed. it's sad enough that reality is not that bright and now even stories are dark. how can i get my dose of happily ever after? oh well never mind. i shall watch jewel in the palace! maybe it can give me an ending that i will be able to embrace. :)
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