Thursday, August 28, 2008
sigh. since the start of this semester time seems to always be not enough. really hate this kind of feeling. i really need a lot of "ME" time. but too bad the semester will only get busier and busier. really think i will get depressed as time goes by. anyway, luckily two presentations were over today. ha. it's really scary how competitive people are. all my seminar groups mates are super HIONG. how!
been really irritable these few weeks. thanks to my tutee. hate it when they don't do their work it's really kind of annoying that they do not have the sense of urgency that they ought to have. i think i cannot have kids. what if they are not so smart and LAZY? i think i will kill them myself. no no this is bad. i will really feel happy for them if they improve because they deserve it BUT if some of them refuse to work hard that's really too bad for them because it doesnt work this way with me putting in effort and none from them. get prepared to fail then and i'm not going to care.
ha. there should be nothing to be upset about and yet there's this unhappiness in me? it's something that i have never understood. what's wrong with me? i shouldn't be feeling this way. ahhh.. just let me be me! lol i doubt i'm making sense ahaha.
please let this semester go away faster! december come faster. ): i really need a break.
things to be done
3 projects outstanding
??? presentations( i also dunno got how many left sigh)
lots of seminar discussion questions+ readings+case study
someone save me.
8/28/08 11:02pm
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